In A Dream (Rockell)

Midnight Rendezvous

You haunt me at night..

In the dark as I try to sleep

Visions of you

Float into my mind.

Visions of you in the nude

Awaken my desire

As I lie in bed alone.

[and I can almost hear you moan..]

I toss and turn..

(turn and toss..)

Yet I can’t seem to shake you away.

In my head you remain-

Inviting me into a fantasy that I cannot refuse.

I allow myself

To follow you

Into a forbidden world.

You say a lot without saying a word.

And what you say is that I can have

Whatever I’d like-

You are here to please me.

I can see your smile..

I can almost smell your perfume

And feel your soft skin.

Feel your bare body against mine.

Our bodies in motion

Slow and sensual

As to savor the moment..

I wake up to the sun-

Realizing I fell asleep during your visit.

I wonder when I’ll see you again.

All the things she said (TATU)

* This is the first poem I wrote in which the reader is aware of my attraction to females. Short and subtle but it still remains one of my fave poems. I received a lot of positive feedback on this piece and that led me to be more open about my sexuality; not only to everyone else but also to myself.

P.S. When this was written I hadn't even kissed a girl yet but I knew that I wanted to! *


Residue
I lick my lips
And realize
That you've
Left a little
Of your strawberry lip gloss
Behind.
I love strawberries.

Do you think about me (50 Cent)

B

The girl with dark hair and deep eyes.

The one who will open your door and light your cigarette.

She claims to be intrigued by me

But has a Girlfriend of her own.

Miles and miles away,

Yet I can feel her presence.

[And almost taste her kiss.]

A traveler..

A self proclaimed Road Warrior.

Who left her home

To follow her heart.

Then she found me..

And everything changed.

Doesn't Mean Anything (Alicia Keys)

Rhymes with Regret
That night may be a
Blur to you
But to me it’s
Crystal clear.
You had drunk
Intensity
But I had true desire.
Desire to be taken far away from
E v e r y t h i n g.
You gave me a ticket to ride;
Although you were the one on top..
Soft lips and eager tongue(s)
Melting together in someone else’s backseat.

Hello, Goodmorning (Dirty Money)

Sunrise
Morning is my favorite time
To have sex with
You.
Recharged
After hours
Of sleep,
I am ready to
Fulfill your needs..
[ It would be my Pleasure. ]
It often
Takes you by
Surprise..
Which for me, is
Half the fun.
And I can hear
Your family move about
Throughout your house.
[ Their day has already begun. ]
Yet we lie in bed;
Lost in the world that exists
Behind your locked
Bedroom door.

Father of Mine (Everclear)

Inadvertent Memories
Late last night,
While rifling through my center console,
I stumbled upon the picture
That you gave me that night
[back in August in the parking lot. ]
Thinking back on it now,
I almost laugh at that
Lame attempt to apologize-
To me, to them, to us (?)
Handing me a 20 year old picture
And a generic letter that was
Passed between the three of us-
Is not gonna get you back
Into my good graces.
So I walk to my car and throw
The photo in my backseat.
I’m not sure what you expected me
To do with said photo,
But it’s never left my car.

And I haven’t thought about it since.
Except for the nights that
I come across it while
Searching for a lighter in the dark.



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